I am so sorry that you are struggling so much. I really do know where you are coming from. I have had clinical depression and extreme anxiety literally my entire life. Anti-depressants did not work for me. I’m one of those people who have atypical responses to a bunch of meds. Lately (oh the last 5 years or so) have generally been very bad. I was sent into a tailspin with the change over to daylight savings time. It just signaled to me the end of the season I like best and the beginning of longer, hotter, much much noisier days Its no secret that I hate living here and the little things I might have let slide off my back now just add to the pile. I feel like someone is throwing rocks and pebbles on me and I’m slowly getting suffocated.
I’m sorry I am not helping. I wish I could help. I wish I had good words for you. And I’m sorry I kind of hijacked your post. But it might keep me from posting a pity party on my site. Everybody is sick of listening to me whine. If I had your address, I would send you gifties to cheer you up. Fine chocolate and fancy wine.
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Date: 2018-03-12 02:08 am (UTC)I’m sorry I am not helping. I wish I could help. I wish I had good words for you. And I’m sorry I kind of hijacked your post. But it might keep me from posting a pity party on my site. Everybody is sick of listening to me whine. If I had your address, I would send you gifties to cheer you up. Fine chocolate and fancy wine.