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respoftw ([personal profile] respoftw) wrote2020-12-21 07:20 am

Anxiety

I just typed up and deleted a long anxiety ridden rant and it made me feel a little bit lighter just to get the words out. I mean, I’m still sitting here an inch from panic but that’s better than the cm I was to it fifteen minutes ago.

I hope everyone reading this is coping with the shit show that is 2020 ok.

We’re all in the same storm.
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[personal profile] mific 2020-12-21 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, hang in there. (((Big hugs)))
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[personal profile] sjh2009 2020-12-21 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
((Hugs)) It is a pretty shitty storm isn't it, at the moment it is very difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Just as we think we see the light approaching we're thrown a curveball. I hope all is well with you and those you care about. x
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[personal profile] sjh2009 2020-12-23 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Hugs, I think it's all that we hope for at present, as we head into Tier 4 come Boxing Day.
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[personal profile] runpunkrun 2020-12-21 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)

I had a bad day yesterday. I'm hoping today will be better. <3

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[personal profile] runpunkrun 2020-12-22 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)

It was! <3

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[personal profile] melagan 2020-12-21 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
If it helps, we're all in it together.

and at least there's no Wraith...
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[personal profile] sjh2009 2020-12-23 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
This is 2020, it could still throw some Wraith at us, there's still time, lol.

[personal profile] otherearthsoutthere 2020-12-21 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)

From the comments, it sounds like you are doing a bit better. I hope so. We ARE all in this together , and knowing that even though I haven’t posted, in so long, knowing that you all are still here is quite comforting.

I don’t know why I have been struggling with this Christmas season, but I can’t work up more than a MEH 😑 attitude.

After dealing with the pandemic, the fire in Oregon and the political sh*t show, yesterday we were concerned about flooding. Our tiny little creek, that is barely swimmable in summer had turned into a raging river. I normally never fear flooding, but by nightfall it had risen higher than it ever has and I joined my husband and son in their concern. Today, fortunately it is sunny and dry, but I thought a flood would be the perfect end to 2020.
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[personal profile] sjh2009 2020-12-23 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you avoided flooding. My little village in England has underground streams and several years ago we had such heavy rains that not only did the roads flood, the water rose up through the floors in some parts of the village so I do understand your concern. We have heavy rains here now, although it's been really mild, so it doesn't feel at all like Christmas.

[personal profile] otherearthsoutthere 2020-12-30 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
It’s been crazy around here, so I haven’t responded sooner. I hope that you didn’t have to deal with any flooding. The fire threat was definitely more scary, but Nothing is quite as miserable as wet everything. This time was the closest we’ve ever come. I SO did not want to deal with that. Thank you for sharing your concern. 🤗
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[personal profile] sjh2009 2020-12-30 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, our houses in the village avoided flooding although our crossroads and many of the fields surrounding the village were literally waterways and the flood alert was in place all over Christmas. Fortunately it has receded now.

I hope all is well with you now and, as we head into 2021, I hope it's going to be a better year for us all.

Have a safe and peaceful new year :)
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[personal profile] logicgunn 2020-12-22 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I feel you here, I hope you're feeling a bit better today. 2020 can officially bite me.